Good Morning Stalwarts of Gut, (2009)
While it’s rare anyone gets hurt by my misinterpretations but this time there was collateral damage. Digging through rubble and stagnate water, you’ve probably guessed by now that I’m referring to me. I know there are some that take pleasure in my misery, and you know who you are, but I implore you to show compassion to this old fart and empathize with the tearing out of my heart.
Who has not experienced this deep-seated pain? Outside of Duncan who has no heart, most people at some point will go out on a limb and take a chance to be emotionally available then summarily crushed!
This walk across the floor to ask Suzie to dance resulting in a kick to the groin stung as much as my current foray. It’s always painful.
Only time can heal the gaping holes from such a thrashing and as nature takes its course we allow ourselves to again consider taking someone into our lives. However, after 60 some rotations we’ve learned a few lessons and no longer jump into the pants of a would-be lover without first looking.
Okay, I’ll give you the occasional dalliance, but the older we get the rules of engagement dictate we proceed guardedly. The ‘Lebowski’ test is something I contrived to test a dating partners compatibility based on my unyielding opinion that Joel and Ethan Coen’s “The Big Lebowski” is the all-time greatest screenplay of our generation! Of course, this is subjective, but how can you trust anyone opposing a statement like that? It can’t be done! I suppose in a detached sort of way I can identify with the storyline and characters, but most importantly it serves as a litmus test for potential life partners.
The idea is for me to suggest a ‘movie night’ where she makes dinner (I’m incapable of cooking) and I furnish the wine and accouterments. After a nice meal, more wine, and a couple long tokes we settle on the couch and watch the movie.
Unbeknownst to her, I’m calculating her reaction to key parts of the movie to see if she ‘gets it.’ I look for giggles or a laugh out loud as positive signs. If she doesn’t laugh, is texting non-stop, or diddles around in the kitchen I’m pretty sure the continuance of our mutual exploration is over. Should she ‘get it’ and think the movie is as brilliant as I do then we roll to the next level. This has saved me from wasting time and resources’ on women destined to break my heart.
Not only didn’t she love it, she came right out and said, “That was a ridiculous movie!” You may as well stab me through the heart with a ‘pointy-stick’ as say that to me. I grabbed my jacket, thanked her for the meal, and left without so much as a peck on the cheek.